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November 15th, 2005
06:08 pm

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the Good + the Bad + the Ugly = My Life
+Today was kinda weird. I heard there was an earthquake in Japan. My dad's in Japan right now and from what i hear the earthquake was pretty big. Im scared. I pray that he's alright ... idk what i'd do if he werent. </3 +It was Darrian's last day on friday! We all went to Denny's after work. I didnt want to go but Daniel said i have to because we havent seen each other in years. So i went. Ppl saw us walking together afterward and started to talk. Sheesh. SHe thinks he left her for me, but he didnt. We're just friends! He's a good friend and w/ all the drama right now i need a good friend. +Im going to see Chicken Little w/ JENNa tonight! FINALLY! Harry Potter on Me this thursday/friday with $7.00 Popcorn! ahahaha cant wait! +I CANT WAIT until our day after Thanksgiving shopping spectacular featuring Me, JENNa, and Ashley at 4 a.m. A date w/ target! ahahaha cant wait!

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November 11th, 2005
11:55 am

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Work today will be dramatic ... i can tell.
12 hours at that same circle of hell. I'm going to die. Darrian's last day is today. Major sadness there!! its almost his birthday. BON FIRE + hotel party! <3. Yes for scorpios!

my dad called me today. He's going to japan for his work. Thats exciting im sure. I hope he has a safe flight.

I saw prime last night w/ HUYYYY! it was super funny! we've decided that we're going to run away because honestly, the people here (especially the guys) are an utter waste of time. They're so stupid. THE OC IS OVERRATED! skank fake bitches ...

I havent seen Mailee in quite some time ... sheesh i miss her. i havent seen Diane for that matter. I was supposed to go see SAC play Golden west today w/ her, but i have to work ... again. I cant wait til volleyball next semister. If that means quitting disneyland then i quit hands down.

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Current Mood: excited

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November 10th, 2005
11:47 am

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Today is a Good day
I overslept and missed Sociology. SHeesh. Im reall upset because i really like that class.

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Im going to wolfgang puck with my mom then we're going to Knotts. Im really excited.

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i got paid yesterday. YES. i have a lot of money now! woohoo!! christmas money of course

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Movies tonight w/ HUY! YeAh. Fun Stuff for sure!

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Happy Birthday Big Brother Sean!

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A good Day!

Current Mood: cheerful

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November 9th, 2005
11:31 pm

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Im just There
AHH i saw SAW 2 today with JENNA. It was pretty damn scary. NO sleep tonight. At times like those i wish i had a boyfriend to hold me in my absolute mortified state of being. Sheesh
That guy i like is single again. My friend told me to GO FOR IT. Im too insecure though. TO him i dont want to just be "oh, that one girl" but then again i think i really like him and just want to tell him. GOSH if only i werent so effen afraid. Maybe i should take my friends advice. . .
I lost my phone again. THATS THE SECOND TIME I'VE LOST IT. sheesh. Thank gosh i found it though. I cant survive w/o it. how sad.
Im going to Knotts tomorrow after school with my mom. I want to spend time with her before christmas season gets here and im never home. SHe's a good mom.
OMG i bit my cheek TWICE today .. really hard too. Jenna says its cause someone's talking shit on me. I wouldnt be surprised ... a lot of people dont like me! ahaha how sad that i dont care.
Its almost friday. That means two things. Back to work ... and Goodbye to BBH! OMG iM GUNNA CRY! He's such a good friend and really knows how to make a person laugh. He's a good listener and easy to relate to. Gosh im going to miss him. FUCKING DISNEY!
Sean's birthday is tomorrow. Believe it or not he'll be 20. I cant see him being 20, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him. He's coming back to work this Christmas. Only for a week though. How sad. He's like my brother. . . the one i never had. I love it.
I <3 this weather! PERFECT FOR CHRISTMAS

Current Mood: blah

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10:24 am

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Today will be a Good Day. I can tell.
+ Of course, another day at school. I have an art history test today. Im pretty excited because i think i'll do well on it. The hottest guy sits next to me in that class ... <3. Sometimes i cant pay attention to the lecture because he's there ... sheesh!

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+ After school its pretty busy for me and JennA. We're going to SAC. She's going to take her placement test! I think she'll do just fine on it. Last night she was freaking out on line because she cant remember much of the math we've already learned in HS. SHe doesnt want to be put in idiot math. Ahaha. I've already taken the Placement test and, to me, the math part was easy! Maybe she's just nervous. Either way, i think she'll be ok .. .its not really that bad. I'm going to talk to a SAC counselor today. I need to find out how to transfer out of my ghetto school and into sac. Also, i want to ask if i can just skip Trig in college because i already took Pre Calculus and passed it in high school. So maybe. IDK we'll see. I'm so excited about next semester!

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+ I'm supposed to hang out w/ my friend HUY today. He doesnt know what he wants to do. He wants to go out around 5/6 ish but be back early because of school tomorrow. Okkk then? lol. Whatever we do it'll be fun though im sure. We always have a good time.

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+I'm really excited about not having to work today. I love days off! Plus today's wednesday ... $ $ $ hahah. It's almost time to go christmas shopping and im really excited! sheesh i know i'm going to go broke though but i dont care! lol Christmas is a really fun time of year for me. I love how everybody is just happy no matter what. I love christmas tree shopping w/ the family! My sisters and i always run around the lot chasing each other, fun times. Decorating the tree used to be a family thing, but now i m not apart of it because of work. It really sucks. I dont know if my dad's coming out this Christmas ... He didnt even come out for my Graduation soo idk. Maybe. I want him to, but then again i dont because i know i wont have any time to spend with him because of work. I hate when he comes out then has to leave again ... i always get sad ... like really sad. I dont see him as often as i'd like unfortunately. He has a new life/family way away from here so im not too sure about how often he thinks of me or my sister. I've almost stopped caring. I'll always love him though.

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+Good times today! I need to get my pictures developed! sheesh im getting lazy!!

Current Mood: busy

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November 8th, 2005
09:59 pm

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*~*School sucks. WOrk sucks. Life is good. Im finally ditching Fullerton for SAC next semester. It'll be me, jennA, Mailee, Mike, diane (possibly) and whoever else we meet. Im WAY excited for Anthropology with JennA!! I love that way of thinking and understanding. I dropped another class. This time it was math. I LOVE math so when i chose to drop i was so broken up i spent the whole afternoon crying. I feel so incomplete now. Next semester brings brighter days for me . . . I hope.
*~*Im doing the whole volleyball thing again and im pretty excited about that. I miss it soo very much ... i think im addicted! Hopefully Dee comes to play w/ me at SAC. We're a Dynamic Duo!
*~*Drama at work of course. She was a fake AND a backstabber, two kinds of people i cant stand being around. She turned her back on a friendship for a guy. Now she has neither him or my friendship and i cant help to believe that she brought it on herself. I just wonder if those lies she tells herself as well as our coworkers help her sleep better at night. If so, more power to ya. I know the truth and thats all that matters now. Karma will get to you, its a bitch like that.
*~*One of my favorite co workers is leaving and im really sad! Theres so much going on and i just dont want to see him leave. Sheesh, im horrible at goodbyes!
*~*Theres kind of this guy i like, but im not too sure. Damn those insecurities! i let them get the best of me way too often!!!! ahhh. Its just that feeling i get in my stomach when i think of him ... good stuff. <3
*~*Tomorrow's a big day. busy, busy for sure! cant wait!

Current Mood: calm

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